March 2022, a message popped up in the WhatsApp group for the people that live in my building, requesting this… “Hello’ totally random question … but does anyone know anyone who would want to adopt a cat? I’ve old and very loving and calm, it’s my sisters but she can’t have pets where she is […]
I had a full shift at one of my new jobs. I can’t pretend it went well, I can’t say I enjoyed it, I knew that I didn’t want the job. I can’t say its because my heart wasn’t in it because I need my heart to be in it at this point. I have […]
Dear No one, It’s me again, spouting words that you will never hear. Though even if I did tell you, I know you wouldn’t listen. I am in that place again. That place you don’t want to know about or visit. Though I can’t blame you for the latter really. I wouldn’t choose this as […]
It could be the lack of furniture. It could be the cardboard box I am still using as a table as the table I bought has dodgy legs and I need to glue them in place. (Work in progress) It could be that since I have moved I haven’t made any attempt to reconnect with […]
I can count to a million in a matter of seconds, the clock on the wall is like a cartoon where the hands race around and around at warp speed, nothing is processing properly and I can’t focus or make a decision. Thing is, now it’s too late to do anything but carry on as […]
I, like a lot of people have to take meds to help my brain work. They balance out the chemicals that get all out of whack and don’t sit right. It stops me from falling flat on my face when I can’t keep up right on a narrow ledge. They lift me up when I […]
Hello, meet my nemesis. He is called Brian, he is the other me. Wave to the nice people Brian… … Well, okay… he isn’t playing right now, but that’s okay because usually when he is it means I am not doing so well. It means that my mental health has taken a nose dive and […]
There is only one thing in my opinion that hurts above all else. I can’t speak for men being kicked in the balls. Due to my lack of male anatomy. I can’t speak for those who have given birth, due to my lack of experience. But I do know what hurts more than that combined […]
So six years ago I went on a trip to the USA to meet and visit a friend who is the longest running relationship I have. And also the best. Shit went down. Long story short I missed my flight back to England, so I ended up staying a few extra months. No big deal […]
I can feel the burn out coming, I only have five days left. I wonder if this time I bit of more than my chops could chew. I don’t often stay with the parental unit for this length of time. And the monsters are in school so it’s not like I get to see them […]
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