Unprepared

It could be the lack of furniture. It could be the cardboard box I am still using as a table as the table I bought has dodgy legs and I need to glue them in place. (Work in progress) It could be that since I have moved I haven’t made any attempt to reconnect with […]

Collapse

I can count to a million in a matter of seconds, the clock on the wall is like a cartoon where the hands race around and around at warp speed, nothing is processing properly and I can’t focus or make a decision. Thing is, now it’s too late to do anything but carry on as […]

I Don’t Know Why I Try…

It’s been a while. No, I am not dead. Thank goodness I hear you scream…Maybe. Probably not. I know I don’t use this space as often as I should. I created it to let out my frustrations and tensions. And while I am not exempt from those I do seem to forget that this space […]

Race Against Time (Postman and Delivery)

    There are no shortcuts because there is no end—  Kyuzo Mifune   No matter what I do in life, whether it be at work, or at home, something as simple as transferring old numbers into a new phone. There are no shortcut for me. The phone company will say oh yes your numbers […]

Let’s Write Letters

Letter to an old friend – Get involved by clicking here    Dear Sam, It’s been a while I know, I have actually moved away now, but you already know that cause you see my mum sometimes. I hope you and Allen are doing well, you must have been together a while now. I was […]

Side Effects

I, like a lot of people have to take meds to help my brain work. They balance out the chemicals that get all out of whack and don’t sit right. It stops me from falling flat on my face when I can’t keep up right on a narrow ledge. They lift me up when I […]

Meet My Nemesis

Hello, meet my nemesis. He is called Brian, he is the other me. Wave to the nice people Brian… … Well, okay… he isn’t playing right now, but that’s okay because usually when he is it means I am not doing so well. It means that my mental health has taken a nose dive and […]

In Pieces!! – (Guest Post)

Originally posted on glittercut.com:
?? It should not have taken me by such surprise but it did. For months my husband said he loved me, loved being a family man, loved being a dad to Spook. He bought me things. Then one day after months of telling me I was fine and didn’t need…

Small World

There is only one thing in my opinion that hurts above all else. I can’t speak for men being kicked in the balls. Due to my lack of male anatomy. I can’t speak for those who have given birth, due to my lack of experience. But I do know what hurts more than that combined […]

It Takes Two

Two… Things tend to come in pairs Shoes Ears Eyes Hands Feet A friendship…  Yeah let’s roll with that one for now. A two way street, a little give and take. If one person is being shit at keeping in contact then why is it only that persons responsibility? Ever thought maybe you haven’t heard […]