Untitled.. Chapter 1

So this is chapter one of something that had been in develepment for four years now.. I am not sure where it is going next though I do have several plot points and possible endings. Enjoy   Chapter 1 Blinking open were a large pair of pale blue eyes that sparkled in the lowered faded […]

Impty Feelings

So six years ago I went on a trip to the USA to meet and visit a friend who is the longest running relationship I have. And also the best. Shit went down. Long story short I missed my flight back to England, so I ended up staying a few extra months. No big deal […]

Speed Up Time…

I can feel the burn out coming, I only have five days left. I wonder if this time I bit of more than my chops could chew.  I don’t often stay with the parental unit for this length of time. And the monsters are in school so it’s not like I get to see them […]

Conclusions

  I have come to the conclusion that my life is a lie. My mind has once again has played me with the ace of bitch. What I was led to believe has decayed and died. Like someone else is grabbing and flicking the switch. I have come to the conclusion that I can’t make […]

Hello Old Frenemy.

Hello. I see you have come back to taunt me on this night in particular. Why today? Today when I don’t have to be at work and I am not required to need you? Why, when I clearly don’t need you in my life. I have not called for you (I would never do that) […]

Strange Entities

So I have been asked to write a little something about me. Not here specifically, because this space I am about to occupy will not be what I am sure this person is asking for, but however about how I in particular do not find me as a topic something so straight forward to write […]

In A Perfect World.

(Disclaimer… This is my perfect world, yours may be very different, whatever floats your boat. Also I will probably offend someone so, yeah, sorry) In a perfect world… There Will Be No Mental Health – Simply put really, everyone’s brain would work the way it should. No chemical imbalances, no mania, no anxiety, no depression, […]

Prove It

Don’t be the fool they believe you to be. Be the one that rises up against the machine. Don’t become the one they take bets on. Be the one they’ll come to rely on for so long. Don’t give in to you natural inhibitions. Do not give them reason to mark you the freak exhibition. […]

My name is not Bi-Polar

It has been a long time since I have used this space as an outlet and if I am totally honest, I think the reason is that because well. Until recently I have been estranged from the best and longest friend I ever had. We took a 5 year break… Or rather, I did. And […]